Jeanette Belle, M.A.

In my natal chart, I have a cardinal T-Square that includes Mars (9th house), Saturn (3rd house), and Mercury (7th house). For quite some time now, the missing leg to create a Grand Cross has been filled in by Pluto (1st house).

I have been through a lot since Pluto entered Capricorn, but I never truly took the time to give myself the time and permission to process or cry. Since I have a Capricorn rising, I just wait with extreme patience for the tide to change and take all that yuck that I have been experiencing back out to sea where it will be transformed into something useful for someone else.

I have realized that I have been living my life that way, too. Today, I told a relative that I will not do what they expect me to do. I just don’t want to do it. I have never done this before. I am the good girl who gives and gives (my Sun is in the 6th house) even though it really puts a bind in my own plans and needs. I have always feared that people would not like me if I said no to their request.

Not today.

Jeanette Belle